Thursday, November 19, 2009
xin tong.
tong you ru he.
tong, ying wei shang le ni de xin.
bu ying yong you ze yang de ai.
zhen de.
wo dui bu qi ni.
bu neng ge ni yao de ai.
- BLESSED not.
12:10 AM
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Saturday, September 19, 2009
noone comes round. i noe it...
gona be my solitary for now..
feels like shit.
heart hurts...
really badly..
i din think i'll feel this way?
the tears jus roll on..
weird feeling..
emptiness.
lol
wtf.
- BLESSED not.
12:15 AM
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
Ok. i guess i noe the truth now.
I noe it'll mean alot of things.
But i will choose to keep the friendship.
We are more buddies thn lovers i guess.
all this while. lol.
Its weird. like for now... the feeling its like..
cant describe it .haha.
oh well. time i hope heals all.
And if she is happier being with her other half now.
thn i will be happy for her. :)
- BLESSED not.
1:34 PM
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Friday, July 18, 2008
17th july... 136 since the day...
I'm.... crushed.
Can u tell me what to do?
can u tell me what u really feel?
i'm dying.
- BLESSED not.
12:09 AM
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
15th July, 2008. Clear.134 days since the day...
Today school was okie.
I was feeling slightly better than other days.
It was Nanthini's bday. I hope she had a good day.
Aunt asked how come i do not walk the dog anymore.
And I bluntly just said that friend not in Singapore.
:x I am not the only one that notice.
before the trip already i did not go down and walk cola.
anyway...
Outing with the girls felt good.
Was looking at the handphone chain that christy bought.
It seems soo comforting to just look at. What it actually all means.
I dono why but as i was sitting there, i jus looked at it from time to time.
unspoken words work in mysterious ways. :*) THANK YOU CHRISTY.
I thank the Lord for her, and dawn.. and shirg.
It was nice talking to Shirg and bf too.
i got to noe them better.
Being with them helps me to forget for a while.
Being with them i can be myself again for a while.
lol. ya.
Time is not on our side. Just as we are getting to noe each other..
in a few weeks the sems will be over again. :C
Dawn does nt seem too happy.
I dono what happened. And i wont ask. but i pray fer her that everything will go well for her.
Dawn.. though i noe you wont see tis.. but.. 加油哦！
i do not noe when will mt be back...
but i cant wait to see her again. just soo that i noe she is safe and sound.
that she will come back and tell me all the nice and happy things she did.
i dono if she will talk to me like b4. i wish she would. i wish she would.
sleep tight mt. sweet dreams mt.
sleep tight dawn too.
- BLESSED not.
10:50 PM
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